Before we conclude this part, let’s not disregard the extremely annoying parallels between the “protection” Trayvon was offering additionally the extortion I’d been threatened with during the Swift Annex. Because the theory is that at least, pay-to-stay extortion can also be partly a security racket. The re payments you make into the extortionist(s) are additionally supposedly “protection money” whereby they “protect” you against being extorted or fucked over by others. Which of program means they possess you and you’re their bitch. It was just what I became attempting to escape by checking into the Box in the Swift Annex.
Yet right here I happened to be, lower than two months later on, planning to come into a relationship with Trayvon, that would be my “protection man” in substitution for some generosity in the canteen plus some as-yet undefined quantity of “messing around sex. ” Please inform me personally how about that does not appear to be a security racket?
Once you place it like that it sure does! When i was considering how to proceed it ended up being essential to pose issue to myself within these, the harshest feasible terms. However, if anyone had ever placed it that way to Trayvon — or if for reasons uknown Trayvon ever reads this tale of my anxiety about him — I’m sure he’ll be positively furious! I am able to hear him now: “Fuck you, bitch! I did son’t never ever ask you for no canteen shit! And we damn yes didn’t never put down you to do nothin’ on you or force! MAYBE I OUGHT TO HAVE! I start bein’ your friend cuz I you say I’m an extortionist like you, an now? Git the outta that is fuck! ”
In fact he’d probably say much worse also than that! And it that way, he’d have a damned good point if he put! Particularly in light associated with activities that then followed as he and all sorts of the other food solution employees had been utilized in F Dorm — that we shall explain in Chapter 10. Continuer la lecture de « Chapter 9: Trayvon — Intercourse, adore, and Like in Prison4 »